A part of you that has been cheating on your past commitments and giving your energy away to something that does not serve your inner growth. Have you been using others as a surrogate to help you feel better about yourself and to help you run from your problems at home? What you are attracted to in another person are the parts of the self that you may not have been developing within yourself. Are you feeling blocked personally? Are you missing some important elements that would make you happier within your relationship? What male or female aspects of your personality need balance at this time in your life that you may be looking to draw from others?
See Male, Female, Energy, Sexual Intercourse, Separation, Divorce, Lies, Hide, Betrayal, Marriage, Self, Blocked, Balance, Karma.